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What I’ve been feeling and thinking lately

To be honest, I’ve been over thinking all the situations I’m in right now, and it’s just driving me crazy. I’m thinking about my insecurities that I have right now and it just makes me think that maybe all this won’t be worth it. I sometimes wish us, the people, could manage to control our feelings. Think about it, we could choose who to fall for and who not to; who we can dislike and who we don’t want to; who to trust and who not to. It would be simple and easy, right? No agony and less painful situations would exist. But here’s the counter side of this. Without the tough break ups, heartbreaks, trust issues, and all these bad and hurtful life experiences, our lives would be an adventure without the surprises and excitement. All these tough situations we put ourselves into will eventually prepare us for our own good. Whether it’s a good or bad situation, we must learn from our actions and decisions. Life is a mystery, we never know what is going to be next. We could be the happiest person on day and the most depressed the next day. That’s just how life is. It keeps throwing at us curve balls to see who will excel from the bad situations and who will be left behind like a failure. And the ones that succeed from these situations will be luckiest person ever because that person will know what not to do the next time; what error or mistake not to commit. I always say I do not regret anything from what I have done in my life so far. Why? It’s simple, I learn and live from what I have been through. I might not have been in really bad situations as other people have been, but I embrace every mistake that i have made because I know my bad decisions will make me stronger than what I am right now.

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